Magazine Ladies - Redress

Where am I?
What is this place?
But I'm not crazy. Although I was never sane.
I dont remember much...

I met him next to a lake
His eyes were green and gray
I knew he was something
Cause he made me quite a scene
I loved him when he said
'would u please marry me?'
It was our wedding day
never knew he was so mean

I just wanted to be on the lights
wanted my body to shine
With no stop, no hop
running straight to te top
Lovely only with me
but he never let me breathe
So I tried to runaway,
fame was calling for my name

I planned all my scape
on cold a selfish plate
I waited for him and
burned all his favorite clothes
I tried to kill us both
But a girl stopped us

I knew I would lose my mind
When I was so young my mom told me
Dear, you will lose it how I did
Cause you and me, should never be here

Never was I a good girl
even though i didnt show
aiming only for the top
but submission was my world
you'll get married and do the dishes
thats what everybody wishes
A housewife you will be
thats what my daddy said to me

Its what they wanted from me
so i did, i married him
left the top, never back
my surprise was the best
he already had a wife
so i took the kitchen knife
didnt think about the harms
made a party on my arms

So when i decided to die
his wife has killing him
I canceled my goodbye
to save his sorry soul
I dont know why Im here
if i commited a sin

I knew I would lose my mind
When I was so young my mom told me
Dear, you will lose it how I did
Cause you and me, should never be here

Couldnt live without regret,
I wanted my star of fame
My Hollywood Ending,
My marriage wasted
So I came to this place
where the grass is really greener
where they give me medicine
So I dont try to kill again

Institution of fame(3x)

I had my chance and blow it
what society enforced me
imposed this type of life
where everything is a lie
and my superstar dream
was just too extreme
they killed it, they killed me
and put me in this place

Institution of fame (3x)

I knew I would lose my mind
When I was so young my mom told me
Dear, you will lose it how I did
Cause you and me, should never be here (2x)